Saturday, July 17, 2010

Departures and losses

Yesterday two of my closest friends left to pursue their life's adventure 3000 miles away. I packed up for hauling off the last of their trash, kissed them goodbye and they hit the road. I went home and cried until I puked and my eyes were so puffed out I looked like was afflicted. These two people are my loves - not sexual, but whole hearted, spiritual beloveds. Does this count in polyamory? It should (I think).
Today my Uncle W. died. I found out from a stranger on facebook (who happens to be a 2nd cousin of which I am pretty sure I have millions of). Fucking deja vu as that is how I found out about my dad dying only last November. I was going to see my Uncle W. later this summer. I don't like this developing trend on facebook.
My score card is pretty bad for the last 8 months. I've lost my dad, my baby (cat), my suit of armor (fat) which protected me from predators (men), 2 of my closest friends (who aren't dead, but they are gone), my wonderful job of 8 years and now my Uncle. Can hardly wait for tomorrow.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Monday, April 19, 2010